over dosed

okay so in my defence it's been a week since i lost a ton of blood and i'm finally feeling like i kind of have an idea about what's going on around me. in the mist of all of my drama the kids got strep! lovely i know so they started medication at a friends house because i couldn't be in contact with those germs or i could end up back in the hospital. so they have been home since saturday the friend handed me the antibiotics said one tsp morning and night. so i did what i was told i even double checked on the bottle to make sure it was one tsp. well i didn't look close enough at the spoon that i've been using to administer the medication, this morning is stopped for some reason and looked at the spoon. yeah not good i've been giving them twice the dosage since saturday evening! i was really thinking all along this is not going to last 10 days! Wow is all i can say welcome back to reality!

Families can be together forever

well here are a few pics! contrary to popular belief we didn't all try to have our eyes closed but in our defence the ground was covered in snow so it was bright outside!!

My week in a few words

1 in 200 at 16 weeks

hemorrhage

Blood loss

Blood count

IV's

Bed Rest

good books

pretty flowers

insane boredom

prayers

Hugs

Faith

Oct 11th

I am currently awaiting pics from the temple today but here are a few from this evening!! Enjoy!!

Catch the Fever

so i struggled to find something to do tonight for the beehive activity!

well it came together pretty well
we read from D&C 2,
talked about our families,
and filled in a Family Tree!
the girls loved it!!
yeah!!
hope to get them excited about family history!
wish me luck!!

playing with pansies

After a late night at homecoming, it was a difficult to get out of bed at 7:30 but it was so worth it to be able to work on the grounds of the temple. we planted pansies and tulips. The young women had a great time and we're excited to see the fruits of our labors when we return in a few weeks

so close i can hardly contain myself

Today after school the love of my life and i are reviewing and signing papers for my love to adopt the presidents!! yippy!

i'm so ready to find a new profession

like i need a reason to complain

that's a bad word

Yesterday
big sister says @#$*^,(it's not as bad as you think it is)
i ask where did you here that?
A boy at the babysitters says that
Big sis don't say that it's not a nice word

Today
Mom if little brother says @#$*^ tell him not to it's not a nice word

primary program

big sister took part in the primary program today! she stood up looked around, and laughed when she looked at me! they she said her part " I came to a family and received a body. Earth life is a time to learn and prepare for eternal life." so proud i was!!

i told ya so!

so didn't get any criticism this week! cause i'm a dang good teacher! it's probably a good thing because i'm a little emotional as of late!

I'm a dang good teacher

i'm sure i've said it before and you can count on me to say it again!! i'm a dang good teacher!! granted my first few years of teaching were a little shaky but i feel like I have a True given talent to teach! i'm sure that this belief doesn't help my pride issue but well i deal with it and unfortunately i let my pride get the best of me today! i know what i'm talking about and i don't like to be second guessed and i'm not a big fan of constructive criticism. it's nothing new i've always been this way. prideful!! hopefully tomorrow will be better!

gum drops

today during our potty training adventures i was bribing little brother with "dots". he asked for a yellow one. i pulled one out and handed to him he says,
"It's Beautiful"

so tired

today after school the principal stopped me to ask me if i was okay!
i said "yeah i'm fine."
she says "you just look really tired"
to which i replied, "i'll be this way all year"